Why Does Living Has to be So Hard?

We could all be glad that we are alive, but some of us don’t!

I’m glad to be alive, and I’m glad to be where I am now.

I went and visit another country for three months, but after a while I decided to stay longer. The next month I’ve met a really nice guy. We started dating a week after we met, that was a bit strange for me, because I never jump straight into a relationship. I always want to know them better before I do. We have been dating for quite a while now and things are getting more and more difficult. We are both citizens from another country, who is visiting here. It is so hard, me and my family are applying for residence here, because we all really want to stay.

I really love my boyfriend and I want to be with him for the rest of my life and he is trying to keep me here as well. But that’s not the only matter for life being so hard. I’m so afraid of loosing him, I really do trust him and he trusts me.
But then you get some girls who just want to destroy your relationship. You look at them and see that they are really beautiful and you aren’t as perfect. Then you start to think of all the bad things that could happen, like him cheating on you or leaving you for another girl or he is telling you that the girl walking in the street looks really nice. But he tells you that you are beautiful, sexy, amazing and funny.

Maybe I’m just a bit crazy, but I’ve never felt this way about someone. I’m just so jealous, but he doesn’t know that. I’m just so afraid that I’m going to loose him.

Does this happen to everyone or am I the only crazy person or am I just to much in love and don’t want to get hurt?

Well if some of you are in a situation like this, take my advice and try not to be jealous. Show it sometimes, but not all the time. Be there for him and he will be there for you. If you see that he is unhappy, ask him what is wrong so you can try and help him solve the problem that is bothering him. Most of all love him everyday as much as you did the first time you fell in love with him.