I Love You, I Love You Not

Boyfriends… I just don’t get them! I mean, we fight, yet we can’t break-up. We kiss them, yet we still wonder if our lips are the only ones they touch. We complain about them to our friends and co-workers yet we can’t find a way to let them go. And if we do let them let go, we feel the need to hear their voices once more and sing their songs. We find little things that make us smile about them yet we discover big things that annoy us! It’s a puzzle that never does mend its self together. What is the meaning of true love? Why do we feel that certain way with that certain person and why do we exclude our self’s from all other men once we find that first true love feeling? Why do you cancel plans with your friends just to satisfy that raging urge to see that person you’ve been thinking about all week long? 

I think people highly often confuse love with other feelings. Sometimes it feels like I’m stuck between my thoughts and feelings. It’s almost like a tall wave of different high and low emotions hitting your body rapidly. This cant be love, after all love is told to be amazingly bright and beautiful.  Its suppose to be kind, honest, caring yet romantic, sexual and pleasurable. The truth is that in today’s society love has grown to be demanding, frustrating and full of surprises. You truly never know what to expect. But you just have to listen to your own songs and realize that your song is the most beautiful song of all. You must first love and honor yourself before you can love others. Don’t feel the need to depend on others to make you feel good. You’re the best bliss in the world and before you discover that inner and our bliss about yourself, you’ll never be able to enjoy the power of what were all searching for, Pure Love!