What I Have Always Wanted

My mom died when I was 12. She has been in and out if hospitals or hooked up to machines. Besides everything I have, I have always wanted a relationship with my mom. I do have. Agee good memories of her. The thing that upsets me the most is that she didn’t get to see all my successes, the woman I have become or my children. I wish that she was around for me to talk to, to see her grand kids. I wish that my kids could if met her. I know that things happen for a reason but I still haven’t figure out why my mom died when I was still young. I haven’t figured that out yet.