Cheating Breaks Trust

December 7, 2012 by midnightmyth  
Published in Marriage

I did my best… but it was never good enough.

Its been weeks since I felt I have been cheated with the man I trusted most. I’m badly affected but life should still go on with me. It feels always like yesterday and I can’t erase the memories out of my mind.

Its so hard to write if you are the subject with this topic but I’ll do my best to undertake this issue about cheating fairly.

Trust, once lost, is grudgingly given again. It will shake the very foundation of every relationship and is a threat to destroy it, perhaps forever.

Saying “sorry” is easy. Saying “I forgive” is also not that hard but the damage will always be there, destroying even the smallest part of my being. Honestly, it will take time for me to forget. I don’t even know what I want to happen. I don’t even know how I would start to mend my heart. When will I become normal?……..That I didn’t know.

Trust cannot be get back and restored in one night, in one day, in a week or even in months, that’s my outlook. Broken trust is a painful thing. If you’re damn serious to regain a trust, you need to be patient for it may take time to heal the wounds you have cause. It is a process you should not expect to regain quickly and time is the biggest test here.

It will take time for me to trust you again. It is a challenging task. During this process, you can do whatever you want to do if you can’t wait me but don’t forget, my love for you will remain….

Be it a lesson, once trust has been betrayed, most people like us will be less trusting. I’m not closing my door…….

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